GOODBYE… GOODBYE… GOODBYE…

 

Goodbye... Goodbye... Goodbye... My love... I have to go and leave you alone, but always know that I love you so.. Take care of yourself.

Darling, pretty please face the day because today is not yesterday, I wish you could be happy instead because it nothing else I can do but love you the best as I can... You are not the one who’s been through, me too have been there alone, so are you... Its not your fault, so pretty please wipe your tears and put up your head.

paperKELIP : Sabtu lepas kami pergi PUNCAK!!

PK,PBL,INTEGRASI,RESULT dan BIG BANG

Jumaat, 11 March 2011, am I forgotten?? The answer probably YES, mengaku je lah.

Today, I was in the middle of “KELAM KABUT”, my day was a chaos today. I have to reseat the PK’s exam (alaa exam yang aku miss tu) first thing in the morning. The exam was ‘okay’, cukup-cukup makan untuk lulus boleh kot. Tak susah, tapi aku yang pelupa, apa itu morfologi dari eosinafil, basofil dan monosit serta nilai normal untuk result dari pemeriksaan hematokrit. See, senang kan? Aku yang lupa walaupun dah hafal bermati-matian (hmmm). Okay aku harap soalan lain aku betul.

‘Lepak-lepak’ in the library to finish up my Pbl’s presentation with my friend, Lina. Then, someone told us, the Semester 5 result is out. Well sem 5 is not my luck probably, or maybe I can’t cope with the new system, well this sem 6 I will do it my best. I sill have to “bersyukur”, thank GOD, at least I still have my ‘rezeki’ left. Promise after this I will wake up early to solat subuh. Always late, anak dara apelah ni. Ish3. Then, Lina and I plan my study plan, what to do, I have to clean all the block in sem 6 and 7, if not… I CAN! ish jangan fikir bukan-bukan. If the senior say those blocks are like “HELL” then I have to put myself in hell and study like HELL too. WE CAN… I am confidence I can conquer this new system, have to left the old study style, can’t study like before, with the new system, the old one is outdated. Tak boleh pakai. I say this because, the last block, I can say I am proud of myself for the result that I got. Ingat senang ke nak lulus dengan tak dapat C dalam block Neuroscience huh??? Sebab study system berkelompok dan berbincang-bincang dengan my mates, I think I have to do this more.

Owh, after the PBL, we have to wait for 4 hours before the Integrasi. The exam suppose to be held at 4.30 pm, but… ermm it started at 4.45 pm, HELL YES I was tired, my brain can’t function normally and the questions, I did use a lot of bullets. I have to. Respirasi 7 was like 2 years ago, we don’t expect the questions changed to new one. Yes!

Back home, hugged the cats, listen to Big Bang. The disco rhythm somehow sooth me. At least I can forget about certain thing especially you. I am sad.

paperKELIP : Mata, THT, GILUT here I come!

A CALL

WAiting for a call that will never coming, especially today on 10 of March. No incoming call, feel pathetic.

paperKELIP : PK and PBL 7, good luck babe.

CATs

The only thing that keep me happy are my cats. Not him, them or else.

SILLY MISTAKE

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Today is history. Everyday is history. Today my life near the edge. Mengada-ngada.

One silly mistake can change your destiny… ermm can change or lead your day to, bad day. Macam bad hair day gitu, sebab rambut kusut habis hari pon kusut. Disastrous.

Take my experience as a teacher okay adik-adik dan kawan-kawan, today I am suppose to seat an exam (Patologi Klinik 8) and this is the last Short Sem for PK 8, what happen is, I am too “PEDE” (Percaya Diri)/confident that the exam will start at 11 am, unfortunately, I was wrong, the exam suppose to start at 9.20 am. Okay fine, you can laugh, or say I am stupid. That ok, I am stupid enough, not asking other my classmate, and go blindly.

After the hardship and my passion tak kira ribut yang menghalang, ulang-alik dari rumah ke kampus, buat muka kesian kat dosen, kena makan kerepek 40 bakul dengan dosen pengajar, akhirnya aku dapat duduk ujian tu hari jumaat jam 7.30 pagi. Alhamdulillah.

Many thanks to my housemates who are willing to help me, “bikin surat izin” to the dosen. Sayang korang lebih! I hope after this, you will not the silly mistake that I made today, “SALAH TENGOK JADUAL”. This is silly enough and stupid. But yet ALHAMDULILLAH.

paperKELIP : saya tak kesah lah awak.