SO THE DRAMA..???

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

Its been along time since I'm u

pdating this blog

not because I abando

ned my blog

mood nak update xdatang2, mood ni suka main kat tengah2 laut

nak panggil balik, sakit anak tekak...^^

so since mood dah kembali

and new year 2010 is approaching

I'm gonna update my blog

for the last time in 2009..

ok I will flash back my memory in 2009 according to month...

January :

had to pay house rent for 4,6 million

(and xde duit, mcm gampang)

February :

move in to new house

semester break for a month

clash ng

an dia

my late mama (14 feb 2007)

March :

start new semester

my birthday at 1st day of semester 2

my friends made surprise birthday for me

thanks guys^^

I'm tearing up now... sob3

April :

dont know exactly what happen

absent minded kot bulan ni..

owh I know, cik Ainaa Farahannah introduced 2PM

to me^^

May :

nothing interesting happen

except for something creepy happened in our house

good thing, dat creepy has gone

June :

went to gym with cik Tuty and cik Lina

meet with handsome guy

learn new thing about balance.

July :

got good result forblock 7

and block 8 was devastating

disastrous

August :

semester break

balik Malaysia tp kn marah sbb raya nnt balik ag

(sbb blk 5 hari j)

then buat SP, hu3

September :

Jaebeom out dr 2PM T.T

still in holiday mood but ad exam for SP

Raya

ramai org soh aku diet..

hu3... I will k..

October :

Lina move out

sedih gk tp berlagak cool

November :

habis session g RS Husada

aku semakin malas

2PM release new album without Jaebeom

December :

start to learn new thing

thanks god cuz I'm still alive

in dis month, I always thinking about death

hu3...

christmas holiday, but not going back to Malaysia...

actually this year was my best year^^

cuz from the bad things that occured

I learned a new thing

every steps that I take sometimes

make me go higher and

sometimes make me fall

I failed then I win again

I stand up with proud,

again I fall cuz a big rock hit me

I'm bleeding, then something save me from pain

I cry, but I wipe my tears from falling down

cuz I just want to smile

I miss her so bad

I'm yearning for her to come back

but I forget

that I have new her

someone remind me that

I have to love and respect new her

as I love and respect her

keep her in my heart, not in ur tears

I have to be tough

and ignore others around me

I have to fight against myself

but this year I failed to do that

so this mew years 2010

I have to be tough, a weapon to against my inner stubborn self

love and respect others

I have to achieve my target

and

maybe find a new bf??? hahahaha

just kidding...^^

Happy new year 2010

and

salam maal hijrah

yang teristimewa,