BAD BAD BAD

Makin hari aku rasa english aku tambah teruk. Dah lah memang teruk tambah lagi teruk. Kawan aku yang jadi nurse kat Malaysia cakap dokter-dokter graduan Indo neh tak reti cakap English. Konpem kena gelak ngan nurse-nurse kat sana kan. =.=”

Cuba hang mai duk cni, nak tengok boleh tak belajar anat kut latin. Taw tak kami bertungkus lumus translate latin-eng, eng-indo bila tym buat makalah. Susah taw bila belajar kut bahasa indo nak translate eng-indo, mana boleh main tibai-tibai jer nanti salah tafsir, dah lah istilah dalam indo ni somberono jer, campur-campur latin sket. I boleh faham lagilah orang cakap omputih ngan I tapi bila I cakap mestilah I guna bahasa yang I belajar kan kan kan. Lama-lama nanti okay ler (ayat nak back up diri sendiri)

Tapi yang bestnyer, ada seorang hamba ALLAH ni cakap student medik kat Indo practical dorang baguslah, ada gaya, confident jer amek darah orang, pasang kateter etc. Yolah, kalo lab PK tu, xde practice-practice kat patung dulu wat pungsi vena, terus practical amek kat kawan sendiri. Ada sorang kawan aku neh, dia selamba jer cucuk vena aku, amek 5 ml darah, confident, tak shaking langsung, muka cam takde perasaan. Betul…. tak caye sudah. Agak-agak dia selalu pungsi vena kot.

Kesimpulannya, haruslah aku berusaha membaiki english aku yang semakin teruk ini. Sekian terima kaseh.

paperKELIP : Nanti koas ley amek darah orang puas-puas. YEAH!

THE BLAST OCTOBER

Macam-macam jadi bulan October ni, and it was the awesome one. Tarikh cantek bulan ni, ramai orang kawen pun bulan ni, 2PM nyer comeback pon bulan ni dan ramai besday orang-orang yang aku sayang bulan ni. All I can say is, October tahun nih sangat lah BLAST!!

Okay, on 12 October was my Abah’s birthday, my abah dah turn 61 this year, Oh my GOSH! Cepat betol masa berlalu kan. To Abah, semoga abah sehat sejahtera selalu sayang abah sangat-sangat rindu abah. Hu3 tibe-tibe rasa nak nanges.

Gambar abah dan mama masa raya, tengok muka abah tak macam 61 pon kan. Awet muda gitu abah ni. Ahakz ~ Stay healthy yer abah, so that abah can watch me as a doctor soon. I will always pray for you. I love you so much.

Then on 15 October, one of my friend from my clique kat matriks dulu nyer birthday, Happy Birthday Ainaa Farahannah love you always, lama tak jumpa kawan nih, almost 3 years.

Two days later, on 17 October, pon birthday kawan matriks dulu. One of my clique gak lah Raja Umir Yasha, sweet girl, love you so much. Rindu nak jogging ngan ko Sha.

And today is my friend’s birthday too, 27 October, Nik Nasihah, the one rich with advices, sayang sangat kat ko. Rindu kat ko nik. Hu3.

Diaorang bertiga ni kawan-kawan masa matriks dulu, macam agak rapat lah sebab 1 clique. So happy birthday kay. Owh by the way, all the best for your final kay girls.

Okay, sekarang kita cerita pasal kawan-kawan kat Jakarta plak.

On 14 October is our Unnie’s birthday, Ida!! Happy birthday girl and have a blast unnie. So we celeb her birthday at Kenny Rogers Pacific Palace. Birthday Ida ni agak spoil sket lah sebab suppose kita orang nak celeb after exam integrasi 2, tapi tibe-tibe plak Ukrida pindah-pindah exam, kelam-kabut lah kami malam tu buat kek birthday Ida. And the cake maker of course lah Cik Raihan kita, resepi boleh dapat kat blog bro rozzan.

Kek yang Cik Raihan dan kami-kami yang turut menolong menghulurkan tangan mengurangkan beban. Sedap kek ni, nak suruh Cik Raihan buat.

Birthday girls with the cake and US. Jalan-jalan kat PP tu takde ape pon yang menarik, tempat orang kaya apa yang menarik kat situ? Seriously PP tak friendly langsung ngan jiwa muda aku. Tapi time jalan-jalan tu jumpa satu kedai tak bukak lagi nih. Unique kalee kedai yang tak bukak lagi nih.

Jakarta Wasted Artists?? Apekah?? What artist? Artist yang lukih-lukih tu ker or artis yang nyanyi-nyanyi and berlakon?? Agak tertarik di situ untuk aku taw lebih lanjut.

Last but not least, last Sunday on the 24th October was Miss Ainaa’s Birthday which kiteorang celeb kat Seoul Garden Pondok Indah Mall. Makan kenyang sampai buntat. Yeah that how life is. The food, the environment, the mall was really friendly.

Happy birthday Miss Ainaa, I love you so much. Tahun depan kite celeb tmpt laen plak kay.

Hurmm… aritu ada amek gamba si spoil Harlequin, rasa cam nak upload. Haha. Rasa cam nak pijak-pijak jer perut dia.

Dia tengah tido bawah payong sambil geliat-geliat. Si spoil yang spoil.

paperKELIP : Ko pehal??

NEW SPEC… SUKEEE…

My girlfriend and I just buy this new white spec….. And I like it a lot ^^

MENTAL BREAKDOWN KALEE…

Aku takdelah nak kesah mana kalo orang maen delete delete kat fb, sebab aku pon tukang delete sekali tapi yang buat aku berangin sempoi sempoi bahasa neh adalah apabila orang tu add kita approve, then dia delete kita, pehtu beberapa lama dia add balik, pehtu tiba-tibe dia delete balik. Memang waddafilletfishcake lah kan.

Angin sempoi-sempoi pon boleh bikin ribut Katerina ape. Agak-agak dis lady ada mental breakdown kot. Just saying.

paperKELIP : Yes nanti dapat tengok my Woo lame-lame, jangan jeles k ^^

 

KEGANASAN

Keganasan dalam dunia medis maksudnyer neoplasma, kanker, tumor, barah, cancer… blablabla… ~~"

Saya seorang yang ganas. Terima kasih banyak.

paperKELIP : so WHAT?

SAYA NAK TU NAK NEH… TAPI…

I have to save for “duit rumah kontrakan” and SP. If I don’t save I will be in big trouble. To safe myself from big deep hole, I need to save… Pathetic plak aku rasa T_T

Menahan diri dari lapar dan dahaga itu agak simple nak di bandingkan dari menahan nafsu. Sabar yer. isk isk.

 

YOUR CONFESSION

Dia ada cakap kat saya yang awak pernah confess kat dia, awak suke sangat kat dia tapi awak confess sebelum saya ada apa-apa hubungan dengan dia lah kan. Dia cakap biar je masa yang tentukan, saya taw, kata-kata dia tu macam bagi harapan kat awak. Saya pon tak taw nak cakap apa sebab masa tu sebelum saya ‘couple’ ngan dia.

Awak cakap, mesti dia pun pernah rasa kan macam yang awak rasa, rasa bila saya tak peduli kan dia, saya buat bodoh kat dia. Ye memang dia pernah rasa semua benda tu, saya lagi rasa, yelah saya pun suka dia, tapi dia suka kacau saya, usik saya, buat saya marah hari-hari, ejek saya, buli, etc. Layak lah saya marah, buat tak peduli kat dia kan.

Awak marah dia sebab dia tak datang jumpa awak, dia janji nak datang. Saya tak marah pun dia pergi jumpa awak, tapi dia tak datang bukan sebab saya halang, sebab dia lupa, hanset pun takde bateri, dia memang macam tu, dari dulu lagi asek lupa nak charge bateri. Kena kasi ketuk sikit baru dia lupa. Janganlah marah dia, cakap dia fake. Sorry kay, if he can’t hangout with you guys. He didn’t mean it. He kind of busy, even my message pon dia lupa nak reply.

I know you have a crush on him, you confess, and when you know that he love me, your heart is broken. Then you and him is not close anymore. But what can I do? He even feel pity for you, and me as well. Serious saya tak taw sampai lah dia cerita semua kat saya, dan saya dengan dumb nya cakap kat dia, “Kalau kita clash, then you take her as her gf, awk nak?”, saya tak suka ada orang patah hati sebab saya amek laki yang dia suke, saya tak kesah saya patah hati, asal orang laen gembira. Siyesly, sebab awak akan jumpa dia hari-hari, saya kat sini jauh, tak jumpa dia. Jumpa pon kalau kiteorg skype and on webcam.

Then he said, “Awak tak sayang saya? 5 tahun saya tak boleh lupa awak.” Kalau tak try mane taw kan. Tapi awak nak ke kalau dia couple ngan awak tapi hati dia bukan kat awak? Rindu dia bukan kat awak? Lagi sakit hati kan? Lagi fake kan? Walau saya rela tapi dia tak rela saya pun tak boleh nak buat apa-apa. Memang nampak kan saya macam buat bodoh, tak caring kat dia, and you can be better than me. You can pamper him everyday, unlike me, I am mean girl, maybe the meanest one, the coldest one. But inside me, who knows the best? Dia pon tak taw kan.

Saya pun tak taw perasaan saya, tapi bila saya cuba nak ignore dia, cuba tak nak care pasal dia, cuba tak nak rindu, saya tak boleh sangat. Tak kiralah banyak mana band korea yang saya gila, yang saya minat, yang saya jeles bila ada fan kena kiss, saya tetap ingat dia. Sometime I hate this feeling, this feeling really annoyed me a lot. What annoyed me the most is I can’t kick it out. And its not like Einstein can solve it. Yeah you may feel the same.

I don’t know what can I do to help you. But I want to ask you nicely, don’t call him a fake anymore. I hope you will meet a very good guy, I know you are a good girl. You deserve better. Believe me, Lukman is not your type. This guy is really annoying, and he will annoy his partner till the end, and I’m the only girl who can endure him. Yolah, dekat 10 tahun dia duk annoy saya,

Okayh, panjang dah aku bebel nih. Bukan apa, cuma nak menyuarakan isi hati ni. Nak kasi clear sikit. Jangan marah-marah yer cik adek manis.

paperKELIP : Why this feeling make your chest in pain, macam kena serangan angina pektoris pon ada.

 

I WANT BAD BOY SOLDIER TYPE

Okay taw lagu nih dah lama… Sajer nak post sebab gedik. Hehe… Siyesly sebagai pompuan aku suka bad boy and soldier type nih… He3.

paperKELIP : tolong buang rasa peduli tu boleh tak?

FAKE

How are you? I hope you fine. Are you being fake in front of others like she said? She said that “Everything about you is fake”… So, what the story?

I knew you for almost ten years, and she only knew you for a few month? Am I missing something here?

By the way, what up with her?

paperKELIP : Aku kena tipu ke?

 

TKD

Penah tak korang suke kat satu sport sampai kan kalau tak buat sport tu hidup korang tak tenang?? cehwahh, tak tenang…. Kalo budak lelaki mesti tak boleh tinggal bola sepak kan.

Aku memang sangat suka lah sport nih, hari-hari training pon aku tak kesah, penat, sakit-sakit badan, lebam, seliuh, bengkak sana sini pon aku tak kesah. Banyak guna tenaga pon tak kesah. Tapi sayang sport tu aku dah tinggalkan, jeles bila taw geng satu team dulu dah ada blacj belt sekarang, tournamnent sana sini, dah power buat 360, back tras sume tuh. “IF” lah kan aku still kat UKM, dah lama dah aku pon cam dorang. Miss that sport.

Bila teringat kat sport nih, teringat kat sorang kawan baik aka tok guru aku, Halim Hilmi, and Acap. Hehe korang paling best. Siyesly banyak ilmu sparring mensparring korang aku guna. Best lah korang. DAEBAK! Korang suka panggil aku pendek kan dulu, kurang asam gila, sampai sekarang korang tanya ketinggian aku macam mana, Yelah selalu sparring ngn orang tinggi-tinggi, kepala aku jadi sasaran. Pastu korang gelak-gelak kan aku. Memang tak guna ah. Haha paling best Halim, dah bole jadi johan, tapi tak bole sebab tak sanggup nak belasah mamat tu. Apelah. Hope to see you guys soon. Ingat Halim. peh ko grad nih, ko dah keje aku tuntut janji ko nak belanja aku. Peh ni ko jangan gelakkan aku sebab ak pendek, kurang tinggi, kaki aku ni sampai tau setakat kepala ko tu.. Hihi.

BTW.. Jeles lah aku ngan dorang nih.. Dah dapat black belt. Memang tak aci sebab aku takde same. :p

paperKELIP : Halim yang kurus kering, sila naekkan berat anda yer. Haha.

PANAS!!!!!!

Opps…. Dah la memang udara dalam bilik I neh panas, bertambah panas lagi bila tengok ke’HOTNESS’an  mamat-mamat neh, memeng lencun lah.. hehe.. Melt macam coklat Van Houten bila panaskan dalam microwave. Macam mana lah tak melting bila tengok kekasih buah hati pengarang jantung I nih, sume ensem-ensem, hot-hot belaka. :p

paperKELIP : Sejak kapan nih pandai ber ‘I’ ‘YOU’?? erkk wekkk :0

I CAN’T… FORGET YOUR LOVE

This is daebak!!! Sangat suke lagu nih… Make me melt. Hehe.. I will never forget your love 2PM, love you all :)

 

MY CUTIE NIECE n NEPHEW!

(yang berspek mate tu bukan anak sedare k… hehe)

Rindu lah kat my niece and nephew nie.. Dorang sangat comeyy… Cik Tehah rindu kat mimi ngn iman.

 

CAN’T WAIT!!!

OWH my GOD!!! I really really can’t wait for my HEROES’s comeback!!! They are so hot, handsome, strong… HEHE… Plizzz I beg you, don’t be too hot, handsome cuz I will dream all of you in my every sleep, when I’m walking. Owh noo, am I too much? haha. Okay they will release their mini album next week which is on 12 October 2010, and I am kind of excited + nervous + worry, yolah aku exam kot 15 hb neh, kang tak pasal-pasal aku tak study sebab angau tengok mamat-mamat neh… Hehe.

Okay, this is their 1st teaser for the come back, so HAWT!!

12 October kinda long way to go.. I will count the days, hours, and minutes for them. Nak demam jer rasa bila fikirkan korang ni, yolah hot sangat. Haha. Muaaah muaaah!! love 2PM!

paperKELIP : awak takde 2PM lah penggantinyer. Jangan marah study elok-elok. Haha.

AFTER EVERY RAINFALL MUST COME RAINBOW

FAIR RITE?

It just the same if I tell you that I have a crush on him before and you tell me you have a crush on her before. So we are the same kan?

The longer I drive my life, the more I can understand that life is not a fairytale told by mother every night before sleep.

The more I live, the more I learn how to accept reality and finally I know that it not easy as ABC.

TRUST

 

“I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you”