Saturday 29 January 2011

DATING DATING

Today I had a date! YEAH A DATE! But of course lah not with my Lukman, but with Atik. Kecoh je kan padahal dengan houssie sndiri. Its ok, for me the best date is with your girlfriend, better than your boyfriend. Hanging out with girlfriend much more fun than a boyfriend. I can feel the awkwardness when I’m with him. Taw je lah kan kami duduk jauh-jauh, jarang jumpa, setahun jumpa sekali je. Jadi suami saya dulu yer baru saya tak awkward dengan kamu. :p

Okayh, back to the main topic, today we went to do a facial, body scrub and massage (Atik tak wat pon) after that we went to Taman Anggrek Mall to do some shopping! But before shopping we ate at PANCIOUS, Atik nak makan Carbonara, Chessy giler carbonara tu. Ada Midnite sales kat Matahari, ramai giler manusia. I bought new wedges, which is MURAH! 1ook per pair. Have to buy it, coz’ my most favorite lovey dovey wedges is…. Tskkk… taknak cakap lah sedih jer.

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 (me and atik)

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Okay I know the last pic is like. “WHAT?????, she is crazy” and blabla “Narciss”. But thanks to Raihan, her SLR capture this crazy moment and she edit it like I’m the COSMOPOLITAN cover girl. Teeheeee…. Yeah… I am not beautiful or pretty like you all, but I am glad :)

paperKELIP : When your ex buzz and message you more than your boyfriend did… Ironic kan?

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Wednesday 26 January 2011

TEST

I’m just testing you dear.

Sorry if I’m frighten you to death.

I can act like a crazy betch sometimes.

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Tuesday 25 January 2011

NEVER…! I SWEAR…

I swear with all my heart I won’t do it again. Never ever. My effort is not appreciated. GBU.

paperKELIP : Fikir-fikir renung-renung balik, nasihat dan ilmu Halim cam tak menjadi jer. Harus bersabar lagi.

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Monday 24 January 2011

JIWANG JIWANG

Hey guys… Okay I don’t know how to be a “JIWANG” person, but I really wanna deliver this feeling to someone, ececeh…

Coz’ I can never be “JIWANG” to him, and I don’t like to act gedik, cutesy in front of him, coz’ I always look ugly when I’m with him, and coz’ I always to do silly thing when I’m with him (I don’t purposely do it)  and I’m not myself when he’s around me. So I like to dedicate this song to him. I hope he will passing by to my blog and touch by my little effort nih. Hehe. Bebeh IlebiU lah! This song called “I’m in love” with two version, Male and Female.

paperKELIP : pack with classes, PBL… Busy week…

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Saturday 22 January 2011

PIRATE EYE MUCH…??

Agak nyer lah kan aku ni memang ditakdrkan untuk  mengalami masalah mata.

Okay minggu lepas, mata kiri aku ditumbuhi ketimbit kat palpebra, pehtu mata kanan aku dah rasa semacam tapi tak bengkak-bengkak pon, lama-lama rasa sakit kat dua-dua bijik mata aku nih hilang.

Tapi, tup-tup semalam masa aku tengok-tengok dalam cermin, wadahel la mata kanan aku nih merah sebelah bawah, belek punya belek, DEMMMM! Ada bijik kaler merah dalam mata bawah aku, cam haemorrhage plak aku rasa dalam mata nih… An escape of blood from rupture blood vessel, hehe suka suki jer cakap haemorrhage.

Peh kelas Dr. Rimawati (T_T) pagi tadi, aku pon naek angkot (2 ribu jer dol, klu nek taksi berganda2 kot) berangkat ke Sepital Siloam, minta jumpa Sp.mata. Aku mintak nak jumpa dengan Dr.Kelvin sebab housemet aku, Ainaa cakap dia bagus. Ramai gak lah pasien Dr,Kelvin nih, aku orang yang ke-14, kena tunggu lagi 8 orang (sib bek ada ipod). Menurut pemerhatian aku, semua pasien-pasien Dr.Kelvin ni kanak-kanak yang nak wat Spec. Kecik dah ada masalah mata, kesian korang.

Tiba lah giliran aku, dia tak wat anamnesis sangat pon sebab dalam record aku memang sume pasal masalah mata, dia suh duduk, tanya kenapa, aku cakap ada bijik kaler merah dalam mata, terus dia minta aku duk kat tempat cek-cek mata tu, dia cakap ada bisul dalam mata aku dan dia nak wat incision. Gilo, incision camno lah aku nak balik sensorang nek angkut ngn mata pirate?? Mula-mula aku hesitate gak lah, tapi kalau tak wat nanti lagi melarat bole jadi tumor. Pastu dia tanya aku “Kenapa sih ramai anak malaysia kena bisul dalam mata??”, “Apa makanan nya ato udara nya ya yang ga cocok?” Mano lah den taw, aku bantai jer sume makanan dulu, dari 1st year smpi 3rd year kat sini udara dia aku hirup ok je (walaupon memang tak bersih-bersih, agak-agak bape kg habuk dalam paru-paru aku sekarang nih…). Aku hanya mampu sengih… Tiada jawapan pasti.

Then he asked me for my permission, fill the form, sign it, the inform consent settled! He start the minor operation on my right eye, anesthesia, "korek” that bijik then put some ointment. DONE! Kejap jer dia buat, dalam 5-6 menit jer. Dia kasi aku 4 obat (3 obat tetes mata, 1 obat antibiotik oral). Dengan mata Jack Sparrow aku blah gi amek ubat, call my houssie, ask them to pick me. Nasib baek lah dua orang yang baik hati ini sudi jemput aku, Tuty dan Raihan,

Actually tak sakit pon masa dia buat tu, tapi bila keluar je dari bilik dia, Ya ALLAH sakit gile mata aku, tuhan jer yang mampu mendengar aku merintih-rintih. Tapi sumer tu kan ujian dari-NYA, aku redha.

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paperKELIP : Exam mode on…

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Thursday 20 January 2011

PEN…

Of course, if I ask you, “Weyh korunk taw tak pen tu hape??” Confirm everyone know kan.

Well I have this favorite pen, and I like it damn much. One day, my pen fell from my desk and hit the floor like “ketepaqq!!”, owh SH**, the pen was uncapped. Now when I use it, the ink will go ‘ON’ and ‘OFF’, macam mic kat UKRIDA bila nak abes baterai. Sakit hati tak???

paperKELIP : Aku memang annoyed abes lah kalau mic tu nak abes bateri. Seriously…

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CLOWN…

Adalah kan seorang hamba ALLAH s.w.t nih, asal nampak jer aku dia gelak, nampak aku jer gelak, aku tak buat apa-apa pon dia gelak, kalau aku wat apa-apa lagilah dia gelak kan. Haishh… Nasib baik lah aku nih jenis yang “Suke hati kau lah” last-last aku tumpang gelak sekali dengan dia. Just enjoy the moment babe.

Tapi dalam hati kecik aku nih adalah gak terdetik, “Do I look like a CLOWN to you???” or “Am I a super duper epic fail girl in your eye?” Whateverlah. I don’t care coz’ I know, I am really a WHATSOEVER girl, my close friends know it better. So nak taw tahap WHATSOEVER aku nih macam mana, lama-lama nanti you taw lah pastu you mesti dah tak berani gelakkan I dah, Psycho much?

Ermm… CLOWN?? Am I… Whatever…

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This is one of the SCARIEST clown… I am not scary okay. Ermm maybe sometime I like to scare people.

paperKELIP : She just a psychopathic girl, she and her delusion, hallucination. Ignore her. 

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Tuesday 18 January 2011

CADBURY!!!

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Today I bought a cadbury at Tomang Tol with Valentine Day packaging.

I am a chocolate maniac especially CADBURY, a chocoholic and you can say I am proud of myself after 5 months aku tak sentuh langsung cadbury! Bangga neh ingat senang kah nak restrict myself from eating CADBURY. Back in MATRIC days, I used to eat CADBURY everyday taw, that was my obsession.

But today, ermm coz’ tomorrow I have exam (exam ker??) and I am a lil’ bit stress, so I bought a CADBURY with Valentine Day packaging ( wadehellohello btol lah Valentine nih). My favourite all time cadbury is Black Forest, sape tak suke black forest, sile angkat tangan, RUGI taw korang.

Cadbury Black Forest sangat sedap sebab dalam chocolate tu ada jelly merah yang rasa sticky dan cam ada biskut dalam tu. SEDAP!

Okay back to the point, aku hengat cadbury yang aku beli tu black forest tapi ghupenyer CASHEW NUT chocolate! Arghhhhh…! Itu lah makanyer before bayar tengok dan periksa betul-betul yer cik Fatehah.

FYI, I can finish the biggest cadbury chocolate in less than one hour..! Okayh pasnih tak bole dah lalu lalang tempat cadbury. Peace out mate :p

paperKELIP : Coward lah you neh… I’m not gonna eat you, and I’m not gonna “HAJAR” you.

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Saturday 15 January 2011

RANDOMNESS aka ACAK-ACAK

Because of cafein intoxication today I can’t sleep for the whole night. Bukan nak study sangat pon bila tak boleh tido nih, makanyer aku telah membuat beberapa percobaan kat gamba-gamba lama, tengok tutorial kat youtube macam mana nak me”LOMO”kan gamba yang kita amek pakai digital camera. Macam lah LOMO sangat kan :D

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weee

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Tiada lah sangat LOMOGRAPHY nyer… Poyo jer yang kebanyakan…. Well I memang POYO you.

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Friday 14 January 2011

RELIEVE

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If you are in pain,all you have to do is consume a pain-killer, you will feel better after that.

After the exam all the students will sigh… In difference way.

When you have problem you should talk to someone you trust the most. Then you can breathe easily.

paperKELIP : Lady please get out from your cheapness shell and be more classy. Tak boleh pakai lah ko ni, like a leech. Maaf lah tapi aku memang bengang dengan kau.

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SAKIT

Sakit gila hidung aku bila tersedut air masa mandi tadi. Tapi sakit lagi dada aku sekarang neh sesak jer rasa.  Sesak cam nak mintak doctor kat SILOAM tu kasi nebulizer pon ada. Apa kes lah aku nih agaknyer. Whatsoever sungguh

Kawan aku nyer kawan ada cakap ;

“ Orang yang sentiasa gembira di siang hari depan orang ramai-ramai sape taw masa tidur dia menangis kan”

So bila nak tidur, jangan dok pikir benda bukan-bukan kay.

paperKELIP : Yeah I can be whatever I want.

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Thursday 13 January 2011

BE STRONG!!

Berapa kali lah aku nak nasehat kat kau wahai teman, buang semua ego kau tu, takde maknenyer. I know that you are really in a deep hole right now girl, just be strong okay.

Hey don’t you remember our promise that we will protect each other if anything bad happen? This time when you are sad, I will be your shoulder to cry on. Even if you are faraway from me, but our heart is together kan.

My lovely girl, I love you so much, be strong darling, keep your head low, and don’t be too stubborn. Sometimes your ego is too high and your stone cold heart really hurt me. I don’t wanna see you cry over something stupid bullstuff thing anymore kay. Be strong my girl.

For you si batu api talam dua muka, how dare you trying to disturb my poor girl. You better back off from her life. Please don’t try to stir someone life. Really.. Haishh chincha your story is one of the biggest fail ever. EPIC FAIL. Macam harremmm je lah weyh. Ada ker patut ko nak “ejas” someone for him when you know he have her? Whatthefilletfishit la. Akaiii ade belajar sampai masuk U tapi still nak buat benda mengarut macam nih. Tu lah fikir pakai kepala lutut. Agaknyer ada yang shot kat mana-mana daerah otak dia. EPIC FAIL lah kau nih.

paperKELIP : Kepada minah the biggest loser epic fail, if I bump into you, make sure to call for your back up. Bodoh tak bertempat gamaknyer kau ni kan.

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DELUSIONIST

Kalau lah aku nih jenis yang tak berbudi bahasa memang lama dah aku pakai curse ngan cussing word yang memang superb gila*tutt*. Akai tarak ka?? Kat lutut?? Asal be***p sangat! S***

Sib baek aku nih jenis yang takde gangguan keperibadian kalau… Ishhh geram aku dengan ngko nih memang dari kecik sampai besar memang ditakdirkan nak menyusahkan aku per?? What a delusionist.

Whathelloanybodyhome betol lah…

Hahaha… Ish kalau aku mencarut-carut macam ni memang gampang lah aku kena tibai free-free dengan bro aku. Takde orang nak angkat jadi menantu. Budi bahsa budaya kita jangan coba-coba perasan nak tunjuk macho carut-carut macam kat atas tu yer adik-adik.

paperKELIP : sejak-sejak belajar ilmu kejiwaan neh banyak halusinasi yang timbul dalam pale otak neh. Mata telinga dok terbayang-bayang harlequin jadi manusia.

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Wednesday 12 January 2011

DEEP CRUSH

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 Serupa tapi tak sama…. Ermmm I think I have a deep crush with them oppps! I’m definitely not a Les**** kay.

paperKELIP : I love you  and I just deny it.

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Tuesday 11 January 2011

GFF FOREVER

It__s_a_BFF_Thing_by_rokrgirly “When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there”

When they around I feel super safe, cuz I know they are the only people that I trust the most beside my family. Lucky to have them here…

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Sunday 9 January 2011

I am….

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Garang tak minah nih??? Hahahaha…. Thanks to cik Raihan for the pic.

paperKELIP : Sekarang baru aku taw perasaan minah-minah model macam mana. FUHH.

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SO THE DRAMA…

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I just watch this drama, interesting, pretty intense and a sad one, maybe a stereotype one. But I love this scene;

“One day, the girl saw the pics of a girl in his bf phone and a video too. The girl of course lah went mad at him. The guy explained to her that girl was his ex-gf, and that girl just accept it. But she don’t trust him and she will not trust him.”

Maybe this is one of the stupid scene in mellow drama kan. Stereotype one. But, of course lah, who want to believe? Hey if she is your ex, you should just delete it from your phone gallery unless if he still love her and want her back in his life. Pity his gf now, maybe she will think that she is just a replacement of what his lost.

paperKELIP : I know someone in her situation and it really break her heart, even she try to ignore it and try to be optimistic. I think that why she is cold as ice. Pity her.

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Friday 7 January 2011

REALATIONSHIP

My parents used to say, “ Selama kita hidup, tolonglah jangan lupa untuk solat 5 waktu, mengaji jangan tinggal, jaga hubungan dengan ALLAH swt”.

I will always keep this in my mind, and I hope you the same.

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Wednesday 5 January 2011

SORRY HEART

I really love this song…. A sorry heart by Wonder Girls.

Ermm ada sebab kenape aku post lagu nih secara tiba-tiba kat sini. 2 tahun lepas aku dah meremuk redam kan hati seseorang. Kesian dia. I am sorry but I can’t give you my love because I can’t, I did try my best but in the end I end up lying to myself.

You are such a great guy, kind hearted, ‘calon menantu’ and what so ever. Like this song, I have been staying beside you with a sorry heart, but in the end it wasn’t you. Yeah I was mean back then, but do you really want us to keep going when my physic is with you but my heart wasn’t?

I am never forget about you, I feel guilty and I deserve a punishment. I get what I deserve. So, I hope you can be happy, find other girl who love you. We are still friend right??

PAPERkelip : Hidup dengan perasaan bersalah itu salah.

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Tuesday 4 January 2011

LONG DISTANCE

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I wanna be your lover, your girlfriend. But the most precious thing that I want is, I just wanna be your bestfriend who you can rely on, who you can trust, who you can tell me all your story. I will just listen to you, help you when I can and comfort you when you sad or sick. You are welcome to cry on my shoulder because we are bestfriend, that my job. I will always stay by your side. You can count on me like 1,2,3…

Even if I am in pain after you tell me all the stories, I will stay strong because I love you, we are bestfriend anyway. So let me be your bestfriend, I am trying my best to accept all the truth from you.

This long distance is killing me.

paperKELIP : Aku rasa aku dah naik giler kot tahun baru nih! BONGEK…

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INSECURE

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Why do I have to feel like this?? Am I love you that much? stupid babo Fatehah.

I hate this feeling, its like someone trying to kill my soul, slowly I am dying. Maybe I just paranoid. Everything going to be alright kan?

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Sunday 2 January 2011

LA’ TAHZAN

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“Piece of soul, lets the past buried here, because the past is the past”

Well I always trying to convince myself that I can’t look back into the past and try to concern on the present. Until I realise actually I can’t forget the past. I have to forget it and it a must.

The worst is, I keep bother myself with someone else’s past. That person past is really bothering me, I wish to know all of its but I can’t stand it. Annoying and frustrating right?? I wish I don’t have a feeling like normal people so that I will not trap in this situation.

Sometime I hate myself for being like this. This is so stupid and childish. Digging the past is like digging your own grave, and jump into it. Its really ‘appa’.

paperKELIP : I guess I can’t give it all my heart to you, I am afraid.

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GOODBYE 2010 & HAPPY NEW YEAR

2010 just waving their goodbye flag and here its come 2011. That mean I am 22 this year. WOW!!

2010 was awesome, and sometime I can feel pain, 2010 taught me a lot of lesson, how to life and in 2010 finally I can open my heart to love someone. I guess I can’t be Snow Queen forever, or I can be SQ if something happen. Am I right?

Welcome 2011, I wish I can be stronger this year, because this year going to be the toughest year ever. Have to struggle with my study, and with my own self.

paperKELIP : Even I can’t but I have to.

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