Saturday, 13 February 2010

14 FEBRUARY

when its come to 14 February
I will try to hold this tear
but I failed

time of death:
14 February 2007
11.30 a.m

cause of death:
Ovarian Carcinoma Cancer


yes... damn yes if I say no...!
damn yes if I'm not strong
and damn yes I dont like it

but abah did say to me once
"if Fatehah miss mama so much, just pray for her and recite al-Fatihah as a gift"

and yes I did, and I prayed for her to comeback too
to come to me as before
cook for me,
teaching me about life
how to sew
how to cook

if you can't comeback.
would you come in my dream mama??
for once, please
I wanna hug you
I wanna kiss you
I wanna say "I'm sorry"
I wanna sleep on your lap
cuz I'm miss you like hell

instead of this
I hope you got the bless from HIM
and stay with 'wanita-wanita solehah'
cuz I will keep praying for you
abah,angah,aiman and farah miss you also
aiman n farah have a good voice when reciting
you must be proud
and mama baru is good at us

someone says "when he/she die, that means their responsibilities here are finished"
and I always think like this before, "did mama finish her responsibilities?"
and now I will say yes you are.

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5 comments:

Anonymous said...

it is so touching. be strong girl.

asmarina said...

sesungguhNya stiap yg hidup pasti akan mati dan dr Dia kita dtg kpada Dia juga kita akan kembali...

sentiasalah berdoa sesungguhnya doa anak yg soleh/solehah menjadi bekalan buat dirinya di sana...

take care dear <3

TuTy aLwIyAh said...

mmg teha.. yg ku hilang itu begitu bermakna. tp jgn risau. dr jauh dia sentiasa mendoakan dan merindui kamu. n i lurve u too.!! ^^

ecoh said...

Tehah,be strong...many people love u
god bless u dear

ika said...

ok. meleleh air mata baca entry nie.

sabar ye teha. dia ada dengan teha, sentiase doakan teha. :') teha pn kne doa banyak2 utk dia k.