Thursday, 31 March 2011

THE BEST CHOICE

Well do not mind things that I wrote yesterday. I was angry and sad. I talked to him, and I think this is the best choice and this is the best for both of us. If we are fate to be together than in the future I do hope we meet in a good condition, he achieve his dream and I achieve my dream.

I promise my brother that I will not involve in love relationship with any guy until I get my degree (degree maybe dapat tahun depan), ermm or until I finish my study, hipocrates oath, bla bla bla. Senang cerita nanti bila dah balik Malaysia dengan sesungguhnya.

To you mister, I hope you will get the best in your life. May ALLAH swt bless you always. I’m not doing this because my love to you is fading away but I do this because... you know the best the answer.

It focus time. I have to get back to my long lost track.

paperKELIP : Pedih bijik mata nanges pon tak akan bawak balik kita ke zaman silam. Be tough kay. Owh by the way, the reason is “I don’t mix business with love matter” my business is to study, love after study, I’m at ease now.

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Wednesday, 30 March 2011

WINNER

I won’t claim myself as a winner, but in fact I’m the winner. You are so busted Mr.Pabo. When you see this face again, it will smile to you and please stop hoping that the owner of this smile will touch by your sweet dreamy word. Well actually Mr. Pabo, she never fall from head to toe over you. No she will never ever ever, it just love hormone that growing up in the owner body. If you ever say that she is a fool, well she is a fool but she is BRAVE enough to say, “we are done here. GOODBYE”.

Well readers (if I have lah), I’m officially single now, but I’m not gonna delete the older post about my ex-bf, this blog I dedicate to post about my past. My Piece of Soul. Well if you see the sweetness in this relationship, it is sweet but it just our hormones that make it look sweet. I never find my true love, not yet. Oneday I will find it, from now on I have to focus on my study. Owh, we breaking up because my result is not so good last semester, jangan fikir bukan-bukan (maybe this is not the real reason, you just have to guess, you are clever anyway, tak payah terang pon korang dah taw). I think I have made a good step, wise, brave, and cool. I am not sad, no feeling at all. I’m heartless anyway so there I go, I am not gonna continue this so called “Blur-vision-no future-relationship”. Dah tahu tak akan menjadi kita break je lah. Tak susah pon. Lagi pun, my brother cakap, “Bagus lah, tak payah lah caye sangat kat laki time tengah study ni”. Abang yang sangat overprotective amat disayangi aku.

By the way, I have a p/s for this girl, I’m glad dear that you not end up with him, like I say, I’m the one who can handle him, yes I did handle him. I’m glad dear, I don’t want you to feel like the way I feel. Be happy with your boyfriend ok. Dear I did teach him a lesson, I hope he will change, maybe in my dream lah kan, but at least I try.

Okay readers, let the reason be buried in my heart only. I love riddle.

paperKELIP : Beware the stare of Mary Shaw, She has no children only dolls, but if you see her in your dream, never ever scream (death silence)... Entah betul ke tak poem tu. hehe.

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CARELESS WHISPER

Well maybe she was lying or maybe not. But I choose to believe because I want to believe, I will not mad if it turn out that she telling me lie. By the way I am relieve now, I am free once again. Maybe this is my last opportunity from the word freedom, I will use it wise. Gomawo to who ever you are girl. I mean it.

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STOP

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STOP

I will stop, no I am stopping now, stop from my head to toe. It such a waste of time if I continue this nightmare.

paperKELIP : Cool shoes

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Sunday, 27 March 2011

YOU ARE THE BEST

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Today a friend of mine, who I adore and respect text me a message. Actually I text her first, because I miss her. She’s the one who I love as a friend text me :

“Tika titis air mata jatuh ke bumi, biarlah hanya Allah swt yang mengetahui, kerana hanya Dia penyembuh luka pemberi bahagia kepada hati dan naluri. Sedikit yang bermanfaat lebih baik dari banyak yang melalikan. Ujian Allah datang hanya kasih-Nya kepada hamba-Nya, agar iman terus meningkat, hati semakin dekat, dan jiwa lebih akrab dengan-Nya”

She is my motivator, my inspire. I love you so much my friend, sahabat ku.

paperKELIP : I love you not specifically for the boyfriend right?

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