SO THE DRAMA..???

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

Its been along time since I'm u

pdating this blog

not because I abando

ned my blog

mood nak update xdatang2, mood ni suka main kat tengah2 laut

nak panggil balik, sakit anak tekak...^^

so since mood dah kembali

and new year 2010 is approaching

I'm gonna update my blog

for the last time in 2009..

ok I will flash back my memory in 2009 according to month...

January :

had to pay house rent for 4,6 million

(and xde duit, mcm gampang)

February :

move in to new house

semester break for a month

clash ng

an dia

my late mama (14 feb 2007)

March :

start new semester

my birthday at 1st day of semester 2

my friends made surprise birthday for me

thanks guys^^

I'm tearing up now... sob3

April :

dont know exactly what happen

absent minded kot bulan ni..

owh I know, cik Ainaa Farahannah introduced 2PM

to me^^

May :

nothing interesting happen

except for something creepy happened in our house

good thing, dat creepy has gone

June :

went to gym with cik Tuty and cik Lina

meet with handsome guy

learn new thing about balance.

July :

got good result forblock 7

and block 8 was devastating

disastrous

August :

semester break

balik Malaysia tp kn marah sbb raya nnt balik ag

(sbb blk 5 hari j)

then buat SP, hu3

September :

Jaebeom out dr 2PM T.T

still in holiday mood but ad exam for SP

Raya

ramai org soh aku diet..

hu3... I will k..

October :

Lina move out

sedih gk tp berlagak cool

November :

habis session g RS Husada

aku semakin malas

2PM release new album without Jaebeom

December :

start to learn new thing

thanks god cuz I'm still alive

in dis month, I always thinking about death

hu3...

christmas holiday, but not going back to Malaysia...

actually this year was my best year^^

cuz from the bad things that occured

I learned a new thing

every steps that I take sometimes

make me go higher and

sometimes make me fall

I failed then I win again

I stand up with proud,

again I fall cuz a big rock hit me

I'm bleeding, then something save me from pain

I cry, but I wipe my tears from falling down

cuz I just want to smile

I miss her so bad

I'm yearning for her to come back

but I forget

that I have new her

someone remind me that

I have to love and respect new her

as I love and respect her

keep her in my heart, not in ur tears

I have to be tough

and ignore others around me

I have to fight against myself

but this year I failed to do that

so this mew years 2010

I have to be tough, a weapon to against my inner stubborn self

love and respect others

I have to achieve my target

and

maybe find a new bf??? hahahaha

just kidding...^^

Happy new year 2010

and

salam maal hijrah

yang teristimewa,

NOT MUCH

saya bukan kaki jalan

hehehe

as usual sy akan melepak kt rumah

~PEACE~

RECENTLY

Last night, I was having so much

fun with my mates, and my plica vocalis hurt

so much... hehehe melalak sampai xhengat dunia, it was fun since we're not going out

together for ages..what were we done?? that a secret that I'll ever tell..^^

Despite of all the happiness, something happe

n that really make me wanna laugh

to death at the same time tickling on my last nerve.

baru-baru ni, aku selalu je letak shout out yang merepek-repek kat facebook

seperti berikut;

"I miss him so much, plz come back"

"I mis

s him :("

dan lain-lain lagi

that's my account, I'm pleased to do anything that I like kan...

and all that shout out goes to this guy

Jay Park or Park Jaebeom

then, ada orang curious nak taw, dy pon SKYPE aku malam semalam

and ask me, who is the guy that I miss so much?? not me right??

mula-mula bengang gak

who are you that I want to miss?? hello..

then rasa kelakar

he must be joking, its not u lah

cis2 perlu ke aku terperangkap dalam situasi ni.

then I answer him back..

owh, its not you, right now I'm in the

middle of 2PM feeling

all I can see is 2

P M

and that guy is Park Jaebeom..

I want to add "jangan nak perasan lebih2"

tapi x tertaip sebab aku dah tergelak2 smpai jatuh katil...

actually, he just want a confirmation that I'm not missing him anymore...

and the answer is no, never, and will not

U have my answer now, so be happy and dont feel any guilty

cuz for me, what past is past and we have to move on

open a new chapter, cuz life is all we have...

but, at some point, I lie to him

I said that, I have my new man here

and he ask me who and he also wants to know my man..

well its a secret....hehehe

cuz I dont have any, just want to enjoy my life as a single woman

then, biar abah yang cari... malas la aku nak pikir...

my life is to study and 2PM...

yang tak desperate,

.T.O.D.A.Y.

miserable, dizziness

.spamming from hell and my laptop going crazy

.makes me worry a lot

.dizzy after see the blood (cmne nak jd doc ni)

.missing abah

.lot of questions in my head

.love to see them

.feeling happy after visit my cousin blog

.thanks for ur time

.be happy

.smile

MENATAP

menatap sepi

memandang kosong

melihat sunyi

menjeling tajam

hati tersenyum

riang atau pura-pura???

Lately, I've got this disease

and its not cure yet

"Who can cure my princess, then I will grant him/her with 3 wishes"

my heart my heart

I'm still looking at you

my heart is still beating for

YOU

can u feel my HEARTBEAT..!!

yes, I got 2PM disease

love their BEASTLY ZOMBIE STYLE

L.I.F.E.

life is crazy
crazy is life
when u have life
then u are crazy

people say that
if u decide
to be
a doctor
u will have no life anymore

so, the doctors is not crazy
that why i choose to become a doctor

but to be a doctor
i have to overcome
all the obstacle of life

because all the subjects make
thinking of dying
its like a rope around
your neck
ready to take ur life
without "BUZZ"ing

full schedule
cases scenario
the mad doctor
the boring subjects

all i have to do is "FIGHTING"
have to be strong
and have to pass all the exam.

to me
plz be tough
strong
and brutal

coz u need all that feature to win the future
T_T