A thing or two quotes

Have you ever heard or read this quotes?

“I think I'm afraid of being happy because every time I'm happy, something bad always happens.” “I know God wouldn't give me anything I can't handle, I just wish he didn't trust me so much.”

Yeah that exactly what I feel right now. Should I give up everything except for study right now? Should I do that? Should I not be happy and bad thing will never ever happen to me? I know as an Islam I shouldn’t say this thing, but this is too much. Too much to handle.

Believe me, if I tell you, how stress I am, you wouldn’t understand. You never will... and why when I close my eyes, all I see is you? I don’t even know you! Please...

APEKAH?? WHAT THE HELL?

Just to clear thing up everybody, relax, chill, seat back and relax.

Guys oh my buddies, Y U NO asking me about the situation? Why you just assume from someone else story and believe in them without seeking the truth first. Yo buddy, you really hurt my heart.

FYI, I am way to busy to involve with this nonsense heart breaking story of yours, and I also have to deal with my broken heart yadda yadda stories. I have lots to do, okay lets clear this up okay?

I am not in LOVE or have ANY FEELING toward your “someone that you still love” Yeah... WE ARE NEVER TALK ABOUT HEART or WHATSOEVER STORY, we are just FRIEND!

Yeah we live nearby BUT that doesn’t mean we have FEELING for each other. Hello girls I am BUSY with my own things, I am BUSY. I don’t know lah kan who make up this story and and bring it up so that you guys look at me like low class woman. Hell yeah, I am not interested in your guy, he is not my taste and he is not even my type of guy. Duhh... I’m not interested with flying guy except for PETER PETRELLI... well Milo Ventigmiglia is a hot guy.

And I am not in a condition where I can have feeling to a man as easy as ABC. And I know, your man pon tak interested pon dekat saya nih. Hell no lah, I am 100% sure and positive about this.

Well right now, you girls should know, I reserve a space in my heart for someone special, and he is absolutely not “WHO YOU THINK HE IS” ... Yeah you who asked me “Dah ada calon?” my answer is “YES I AM, it’s a secret”

If you still think we have something that we hide from you guys, why don’t you come here and live with me and feel it by yourself how busy my life is. If you heard a story about us going out together that is true, we did going out to makan and nonton bareng-bareng, not more and not less. Lagi pun aku je satu-satu nya nyer kawan yang dia ada kat tengah-tengah bandar Jakarta neh, kawan yang memang dah lama kenal sejak dari sekolah lagi. Dah lah satu satu sekolah, satu kelas lagi.

Girls girls, why don’t you just ask me, “Teha, ko buat ape dengan dia? Ko ada pape ke dengan dia?” Instead of you girls listen and make up nonsense story. I am not angry but I am disappointed.

My piece of advice, we are lady, when a guy dumped us, yes you can cry min 3 days, max 7 days. Cry all you want but after that don’t look back, hold your tears, move on, settle down, be successful. A much much better guy will appear in front of you, and yeah you deserve someone much much better than your ex. My story is different, I dumped him because he is PLAYER. Accusation approved.

Oh, I have two papers tomorrow and that paper wasn’t easy like other paper. We are talking about NeuroScience anatomy people. See kan, tadak masa pon I nak cintan-cintun tak tentu hala bila diri sendiri pon huru-hara tak settle-setttle lagi. GOODBYE

from a disappointed friend,

PRETTY LITTLE LIAR...

Owh I am one of them, I lie too.
To make you happy, I have to lie my dear friend.

THING THAT I MISS TO DO BUT I CAN’T

I can’t cry even I want to. Things get more and more complicated, I want to cry but I can’t. No tears come down flowing down my cheeks, I wanna cry really bad, I wanna release this tension, but I can’t. When I sad, angry or disappointed, I will just swallow it, keep it inside... and no tears.

Until I realize that I am actually have no soul. Empty soul. Wuteva. Am I ??? Pathetic lah plak rasa nyer bila takde perasaan ni. At some point, I don’t really care what happen to myself, maybe I will cry when I get my DOCTOR title. For all these years that I struggle, I hope one day I can achieve my dream. I will and I will do it properly, with manners and ethics. Right now, I will swallow all the things that all the shit that our university give to us. I will survive all this crap. Suck it and see.

YOU TALK TO ME LIKE I’M ALREADY DEAD

Bagi nasihat lah sangat kan... Tahukah anda nasihat anda tu memang tak boleh pakai satu sen pon. Sebab anda dah cakap macam gitu, maka saya pon terpaksa lah memutuskan talian yang sememangnya tak berapa nak ada line nih. OKAY means BYE.

I am lucky because I have them as my GF and a Masuk air one.

Yeah you talk to me like I’m already dead, so let me be dead and I promise, you won’t see me again forever. Even my soul will not try to appear in your heart and mind.