LIMIT

There always a limit when you talk or say something.

You can call me everything you like, you can fooling around with me. I don’t care.

But there is something that I really sensitive about, and that thing really hurt my pride and I have my own ego with the thing you said before.

I am not mad, really I can be cool but it really hurt. And you always bring the thing up, not just one or two time but almost every moment.

I still can chill with you, but there is a limit, because I am really hurt right now.

I don’t really care about other jokes but this one something.

Hey, I know I am not the one you can call as hot tempered person with boiling head or someone who have the heart of a dragon, I am not the type who can easily get hyped by some foolish reason, but I still can use loud voice to explain something. And when I used my loud voice, it doesn’t mean that I am angry or emo. Maybe that is how the way I am explaining thing.

I am not a person who always show my feeling to you, and it understandable if you don’t know me that much. And I really adore to keep it away from you.

paperKELIP: WTFillet with “JALAN KAKI PANTAS”?

 

MALAM NIFSU SYAABAN

Malam Nifsu Syaa’ban, malam di mana malaikat bawa naik semua amalan kita naik ke langit, dan buka lembaran baru untuk catat catit amalan kita sampai lah mlama nifsu syaa’ban tahun depan… Itu apa yang ustazah aku cakap dulu, mase kecik-kecik.

Tengahari tadi lepas kelas IPD, abah hantar mesej, malam ni malam nifsu syaaban, jangan lupa baca Yassin 3 kali dan doa banyak-banyak ok (tengok gaya macam mama yang taip, hehe).

Aku pun cam, owh dah masuk 14 syaaban, nasib baik abah ingatkan, kalau tak memang aku “miss” malam ni, aku ni sengal sikit, asyik lupe jer.

Thanks abah… for reminding me such an important thing. Jangan abah ingatkan aku “Malam ni malam 1 Ramadan, rajin-rajin lah terawikh” hehehe, malu ler aku, cam taw-taw jer aku jenis liat nak angkat kaki gi surau (padahal belakang rumah jer). Kalau abah ada mesti dia dah tunggu kat depan sambil buat muke garang, “cepat siap” dan membebel pasal keberkatan bulan ramadan. Rindu kat abah.

paperkelip : kat asrama dulu, selalu tersengguk-sengguk baca yassin malam nifsu syaaban. Bacaan kedua yassin plg kritikal.

BESTFRIEND

You are the most precious friend that I ever met

I love you with all my heart

Can we be a friend until the world end?

Even if we are already left this world, let just be a friend.

A very good friend.

paperkelip : Chingoo… Sarang han mieda.

BOSAN

I am a type of person who get bored easily.

Yeah I am that type.

And now I am so boring and tiring.

paperkelip : owh… bosan bosan bosan.

WAITING

I hate this feeling…

The feeling of waiting will killing me slowly,

Creeping inside my chest,

And I guess this feeling make me become dumber and dumber as the days goes by.

Maybe all I have to do is to stop waiting,

Gather my mind, balance myself and stop waiting.

paperkelip : nak balik nak balik nak balik…. tak nak tunggu dah.