I am A VERY BLUR LADY...

Seriously... I am very very blur when someone talk politic with me..
I am like, wtf they talking about ??? Hello, I am losing here ... Okay I give up, I don’t know what you guys talking about, Imma outta here.

Itu lah consequence nya sebab, bila aku bukak mulut dan borak-borak dengan kawan aku, aku bukan nya akan cakap pasal benda-benda yang berpolitik, benda-benda yang knowledgeable memang lah banyak sebab kita orang kan student, cakap pasal Morbus Hensen tu macam benda biasa, atau macam mana nak betulkan paip yang bocor bila takde orang kat rumah.

But no politic okeyh... Sebab kitaorang amek medic kot, sebab orang-orang bidang kesehatan ni, memang akan duduk kat barisan paling belakang dalam perang, kerja kitaorang adalah menyelamatkan nyawa, panjang nyawa dia, dengan izin Allah hidup lah orang tu walaupun maybe tak akan sempurna macam mulanya.

Walaupun aku ni dikira manusia paling lembab dalam membaca gerak geri politik, tapi aku sangat sayang lah kat negara aku, tak pernah terfikir pon nak tukar identiti jadi orang Russia, atau orang Arab, apatah lagi nak jadi orang sini, walaupun aku akui negara ni agak best. Tak kira lah aku ni pembangkang atau pemerintah...

And to you who I don’t even know who you are, you just make one of my friend very-very sad, and you don’t know by making my friend sad, you just make my friend stress... When my friend stress, my friend will go jogging. Okay. eh ??? You wanna know why? Owh, why should I..?

HUMAN... NO????

Aku ada kenal seorang ni... aku rasa dia bukan manusia, atau benda-benda yang bernyawa yang punya perasaan yang lain, kucing contohnya. Kucing ada perasaan tahu tak!

Why ??? Because... If I said I am heartless, cold soul person, well this one is worse than me. At very least, as a human, I still reply my friend text with concern and empathy when they in trouble, sad or happy. Yes. And you??? I don’t understand why I am still your friend.

.Next time you text me, I will delete your text.

THAT’S WHY I HATE TO MAKE FRIEND WITH XY. NO OFFENSE!

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Daripada aku melayan makhluk yang aku pun tak pernah tahu species dia apa nih, yang penting dia bukan Homo sapiens, sebab Homo sapiens ada common sense. Dia ni, conscience pon takde tahu tak...! Baiklah aku melayan DBSK ke. Tengok Jaejoong sejuk hati aku... Tengok kau, buat aku sakit jiwa raga je.

So JJ, berapa kali aku nak ulang pertanyaan ni, bila nak masuk meminang aku ???

WHAT SHOULD I DO...

A friend of mine, who is XY chromosome, of course, the one and only XY friend that I really-really comfort with, guess what, he is going to engage this MAY!!! Next month you! next MONTH! I am so happy for him, and he is going to get married soon.

But, before we end our conversation just now, he made me to promise him that I have to get married before him.

OKAY... Why should I the one who is going to marry before him? Dia yang tunang dulu. BENGONG. Dah lah tak nak “NO” as an answer. Gila je lah mamat nih.

Getting married is not an option, but a must kot zaman dulu-dulu. Until now I don’t understand, why people at my age is so desperate to getting married, desperate here is not a bad word. If you have someone (like my friend here), have a job, settle down, and ready to build a family. Kawen je lah…! :)

Ni aku, study tak abeh lagi, settle down? settle up ade lah aku nih, terumbang-ambing di langit biru, ikut angin nak tolak aku pergi mana, yang penting akan aku coba untuk lawan angin tu supaya aku tak drift jauh dari track yang aku tengah lalu sekarang, semangat kena kuat. Dan aku takde calon sebab aku demand sangat kan, walau benda yang aku demand tu satu je yang aku nak.

Jadi my dear old friend, macam mana lah Puteri Hang Li Po nak kahwin kalau Sultan Mansur tak masuk meminang. Sultan Mansur tak muncul lagi, dia penakut lah kot sebab Hang Li Po ni suke main redah. Asal boleh je.

When the right time come, insya-Allah, I am not someone who decline or deny a marriage... and I can’t say ‘NO’ right. ;p

WHAT ONE PIECE TAUGHT ME...

I really really love reading manga and watching anime. My most favourite of all is ONE PIECE.

 

 
 
(Picture and meme credit to mangareader)

Well, Justin Bieber never taught me anything... Justin Bieber ? Puhlease lah girls... Luffy lagi awesome kot.

JEALOUS MUCH...

Aku bosan, jadi apa kata aku try update blog ni lagi untuk kali ke-2 hari ini. Yeah baby, I rule my own blog.

So... I am so jealous, jealous and jealous, watching my friend at my age getting married, one by one, engaged, and completing half of the deen. Yes I am jealous.

But, why am I so jealous when I am so demand ??? I want a husband who I am feel comfortable with like a brother. And I don’t find any of my male friends, even my ex that quality that I’ve been searching for... I am awkward with them, they look alien to me, and I look German to them.

So to male out there or XY chromosome karyotype, treat me as a FRIEND, not as GIRL... If you see me as a girl, you are so wrong. Ok, maybe I am XX chromosome, but it doesn’t mean I am weak, tears factory, or a weirdo. Ok I admit, I am a weirdo. But I am no freak okay.

I will never find any comfort with this XY chromosome as long as I am XX chromosome, except for my abah and brothers lah. Owh maybe I am a gay ?? You know what, you maybe right, but hanging out with my GIRLSFRIEND doesn’t mean I am GAY. Hello, look around please. And look at me... I am moslem,  my partner or hubby should be XY chromosome.

So what about XYY teha? They are male to, only with extra Y. As long as he is in control, then it’s ok. You know... they tend to be criminal, especially rapist. Aku tak kata, tapi kajian yang kata.

Okay... although I said I am not going to marry before, or I am not ready whatsoever (memang tak ready pon), but, truly deep inside my heart ... PERLU KE KAHWIN? Hokeyh aku agak jealous, tapi aku jealous kejap je bila tengok gambar sebab aku tak rasa aku mampu untuk pikul beban rumahtangga  kat bahu aku ni, dah lah terbeban dengan benda-benda medic nih. Jatuh bahu aku,sape nak reposisi ?? Kalau dengan reposisi boleh bantu hilangkan beban takpe jugak kan.

Solution, kahwin lah korang, aku ada lagi banyak cita-cita menarik yang aku nak capai... Sebab aku nak jadi DOCTOR. A very great SURGEON and a DAUGHTER. :)